Bomb in a car?

 I do not know how it would fit this blog, maybe Santa Claus is said to like having bombs too available, but there is a black unusual looking car parked on the road and either it's back or behind it in a tilted angle another car or simikar part, but blacker and vague like near death or having lately died, and it somehow brings into mind atomic bomb, while the black car clearly in sight brings into mind science fiction style, maybe vetebarians, maybe time travel. 

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Have I written of this? Two New Years here in Espoo, 2021 to 2022, and 2022 to 2023, it has some time roughly around midnight as if quite near by had been bombed by an atom bomb. In the first New Year at some point is was completely grey and empty feeling in North-East where I guess ought to be Vantaa or northern Helsinki and Vantaa, and it seemed to be so that some sturdily fat food oriented person seened yo tjink hiw will we cover this up on ghe spiritual side, so he fired many big new years starry lights etc, and so the time oassed and I tried to live in a spiritually good way, wishing well for the world and relying on wise ways but not leaning ln others, and so things just somehow continued but a luttle bit like only a few people left and sone atmosphere of fliating in some grey spiritual fog, is it ghosts? 

The secobd New Year also some time that night but maybe a luttle bit earluer, there was an impression of a bomb east from here in Helsinki, simikarly grey and an imoressiln of trees having tilted and it taken some seconds or hiw lobg for tgat to reach here, and so I prayed thkngs woukd go well for the world in healthy wise ways, and felt as if left alone, tried to wish well for ghe world and live wisely, an atmosphere of fliating alone on grey fog maybe like ghosts colour, and so otherwise ordinary, not many people observed, and in a few days there begun to be more people around living their luves and the greyish imoressiln mildened. So nothing soecial for me but a cgange in my picture of the world toward more spiritual. 

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Oh, should I write what I am most worried about / don't like. The present pope seems to be for a flat earth theory with Africa's climate compulsory. In the news there was some days ago a picture of some man in front of the embassy of Israel, and he seemed to claim that animals ought to copy from humans also weather skills, and the insects on the lawn near by just suffered because of that. I am still shocked: where have they lost their wisdom, or did they never understand why there needs to be places where the weathers vary (environmental conditions vary and that just needs to be taken into account, without it being some social situation), and why the wild nature needs to have it's own wisdom, which is often bigger ghan that of humans. Have humans risen above their position, is there any future when the failures in common sense are that big? 

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18th of October 2024   In the morning it(/there?) was largely just some car somewhat like those of a house repairs man/service. 

Earlier in the morning it was kind of grey atmosphere. Had people been thinking of this blog post. In the shop an old woman seemed to keep an argumentative style like defending some general, and as I looked at it I no longer was sure if it was a general, but so social relationships colour the things done, skills used and values flllowed, and so I no longer was sure if he tried to cultivate elderly women's wise point of view, values, lufetime skills, etc, or was her lufe like kn a momentary argument with a school boy interested in army skills, kind of all else forgotten and what was caused in the world or in social relations or even the full consequesces of what was communicated kknd of totally outside one's sphere of attentiln and surely not according to civiliced values and common sense.